lend me your strength

and i'll give you mine

i have always been afraid
always been pretending to follow you closely
always been pretending to sharpen my teeth
when the truth is
i am scared to death just treading on your shadow

i ran away because

i was afraid to fight you

i come back because

i was afraid to face my cowardice in the future

i stabbed you because

i couln't bare to see you in pain

the only one i had save was

my ugly self

i want to run
but i turn around
not because i had a plan
but i just felt that
i shouldn't run away by myself

it was a normal meeting
it was a normal introduction
a normal scolding
a normal relationship between
a superior and a subordinate
that normality was what
i desired the most.

we must never shed tears.

that is the life form's defeat

and if we give in to the emotions

the it only becomes proof

of our inability to control it

unless i grip the sword,
 i cannot protect you.

while gripping the sword,
i cannot embrace you.

i'm happy but....

i'm experiencing a happiness that is like standing on thin ice.

in the dark of the night

a cold rain is falling

i could only say it in a times like this

because it's hiding everything for me

if i were the rain

could i connect with someones heart 

as the rain can unite

the eternally separated earth and sky

even if i say sorry

 you won't be there anymore

even if you stumble and make mistakes, that's not useless

think of it like fertilizer

it feels like crap now

but it will help you grow

the iron heart that does not bleed,
the iron wing that does not break,
they exist, here and now

we must never shed tears,
that is the life form's defeat,
and if we give in to the emotions,
then it only becomes proof,
of our inability to control it

friends

friends are the flowers in the garden of life
they help you through times of trouble and strife.

there is nothing like friends to make heart sing
true friends will share with you most everything.

they will not abandon you in times of need
they aren't overcome by envy or greed

friends are the icing on life's greet big cake
reals friends will give and allow you to take

i don;t know how would survive without friends
they applaud my beginnings and mourn my sad ends